Musing on a boy

The tears well up in my eyes
Overcome with emotion
This weekend feeling
More than I have felt
For most of this year
I want to call you
But it's 1 AM
Afraid tomorrow
I won't hear a peep
I want to kiss you
But we've never touched
It's 1 AM
Afraid tomorrow
will be another day
of just another line in an email
I remember your full lips
I can see in my mind what I want you to do
Afraid if we do what we do
Afraid if we don't
I can't keep going this way